July 16, 2005
in mark's words:"What happens when life moves on, but you don't want to? Stuck in the past, with no way to pull up and walk forward? There are many things that I wished, that I wish...and now seem impossible. There are people who will come and who will go. The person you passed by on the way to the bus stop this morning stepped into your life, and then stepped out. But there are people who leave a lasting impression on your heart, who are God given and God blessed and who you will never forget as long as you live. Who have made you look at life in a new way and have changed you into something you never imagined. Even those people will flow by on the river of time, even as you stand there, changed, and look back, and wish..."
in a speculative mood. provoked by henry who questioned my idea of reality.

thanks abby for the prettiful day at the sidewalk sales downtown and for being the best shopping buddy ever! sisters are wonderful.
July 13, 2005
my sister has the same layout as me. how sad. she copied. except she has scrolly pictures and i really dont. that's even sadder.